Lonely

My parents are flying off to Bangkok tomorrow. I'm not going because I didn't take leave in time and also because there is the PC Show happening really soon. If I were in Bangkok, I'd miss out on the good stuff on offer but I still don't know if I made the right choice or not.

Next week's also the period when so many people I know are going to be sentenced. Looks like it's going to be quite a lonely period for me...

"Love Struck"

I think boybands are back. And I think I've got a thing for them. Oh dear....


I don't know why but Love Struck by V Factory reminds me of I'm Lovin' It by Justin Timberlake.

Life should be like wet shit

I got this feeling that I won't be able to hold my life together anymore. I think I'm going down the white trash road. I'm currently on sleeping pills because I keep waking up at the oddest hours and then I won't be able to go back to sleep. I really need to find a way to keep things together man...

For the record, I'm no vigilante at night like Batman nor am I a vigilante even later at night like Stripperella. Seriously, I have no idea how these people are able to have 2 lives even if they're fictional.

If I keep this up, my life is gonna crumble like dried shit and I don't want that to happen. I need to find a way to keep the crap moist! At least I don't have any plans to drill my brains out this time.... or at least not yet.

Really, I'm not spending

I caught Taken today. It's my first movie since... a really long time ago. I think the last movie was Quantum of Solace. Real piece of shit that movie was but Taken was the total opposite. I won't say what it's about because you really should watch it for yourself. The other reason is because I'm lazy to type the whole thing out but, trust me, you won't be disappointed.

And I'm starting to refrain from spending now. I know it sounds crazy, coming from me, but it's true. I just somehow think that it's a better idea to buy stuff only when the time is right, meaning during the Great Singapore Sale - which is coming really soon - although the GSS in the recent years seemed pretty pathetic. But then again, if you are just like me with too many things to buy and too small a bank account, maybe pathetic discounts should be taken advantage of instead of criticised.

Currently I'm just aiming to get a colour laser printer and a pair of bluetooth headphones from Sony. Those 2 items are probably going to set me back about $800 which is why it's probably best to take advantage of any discounts that might come in the near future.

But despite all the abstinence, I WILL still be going for my pedicures and I need one real soon.

Kill Bunny

I absolutely love this video. Never get tired of it.

Happy Birthday Boy Genius!

Today marks the 19th birthday of a boy genius by the name of Nicholas. Since the middle of this week, Jamie and I have been flooding each others' phones with SMSes, plotting how Justin and I would make our grand entrance at the Botanic Garden and if you thought that we were going to be strippers in a cake, no, our plan wasn't to make Nicholas foam and die just after turning 19.

But everything was so crazy and the weather wasn't on our side either so by the time I collected the cake, it was pouring and I was stuck in town and his dad had to come pick me up. The celebration had to be relocated to his place and Justin couldn't make it in the end so he missed out on all the fun :(

I got to his place and was trying to sneak in when Nicholas goes "HI SEAN!!!" Plan failed... But at least he (and everyone else) loved the cake I got for him!

Where has all my money gone?

I have no idea where all my money is going. I hardly buy anything right now, I'm not stupid enough like some people to spend on diamond rings but my bank balance just seem to keep decreasing and decreasing as the months pass. I'm seriously broke and in debt and I don't like it.

A couple of weeks back I got a new phone, the camera-less E51, that my father had to pay for. I also had to borrow money for him to enroll in night classes and the fees came up to $360 and I don't feel good about him paying for all these for me so I have to pay him back, meaning I've been set back by about a month's pay already.

Mummy just gave me $100 today for no reason and I'm still getting pocket money, all of which, I'm very sure, will disappear without my knowledge. I feel really bad at how all my money's just flying away lah, like I'm leeching off everybody or something.

I actually was planning to buy a couple of stuff but I guess I've got to put them on hold for now, or at least until I'm financially stable again. Seriously, I don't know what's going on sometimes.