Where has all my money gone?

I have no idea where all my money is going. I hardly buy anything right now, I'm not stupid enough like some people to spend on diamond rings but my bank balance just seem to keep decreasing and decreasing as the months pass. I'm seriously broke and in debt and I don't like it.

A couple of weeks back I got a new phone, the camera-less E51, that my father had to pay for. I also had to borrow money for him to enroll in night classes and the fees came up to $360 and I don't feel good about him paying for all these for me so I have to pay him back, meaning I've been set back by about a month's pay already.

Mummy just gave me $100 today for no reason and I'm still getting pocket money, all of which, I'm very sure, will disappear without my knowledge. I feel really bad at how all my money's just flying away lah, like I'm leeching off everybody or something.

I actually was planning to buy a couple of stuff but I guess I've got to put them on hold for now, or at least until I'm financially stable again. Seriously, I don't know what's going on sometimes.