Sometimes I don't breathe

Sometimes I don't breathe when I sleep. The only time I breathe is when I wake up before I actually suffocate so that I can catch my breath and go back to sleep again. It's really scary, yes, but what's scarier is that I don't know if I'll always wake up in time to breathe. Maybe I'll get to sleep pass next Christmas.

Sleep

I want to sleep and wake up next Christmas. That's all I want to do for now. I'm so tired of this.