Payday's coming...

The only thing I'm looking forward to in the coming week is payday. My life has been reduced to such meaningless waiting for time to pass and money to come. How wonderful...

Sometimes I don't breathe

Sometimes I don't breathe when I sleep. The only time I breathe is when I wake up before I actually suffocate so that I can catch my breath and go back to sleep again. It's really scary, yes, but what's scarier is that I don't know if I'll always wake up in time to breathe. Maybe I'll get to sleep pass next Christmas.

Sleep

I want to sleep and wake up next Christmas. That's all I want to do for now. I'm so tired of this.

Pray I Get Fired

Everyday I wake up and pray that I'll get fired when I go to work. Or retrench me or whatever, just give me a reason to stay at home and sleep in and do stuff like play games on my Xbox360, pack my room or continue the projects that I keep thinking I'll never complete in this lifetime.

I don't think housework has ever felt this therapeutic before. After packing up just half the mess in my room last week, I think I'd much rather stay home and do housework than work a day in my life.

Please pray that I'll get fired. I really want it to happen.

Paparazzi

I like this music video.

Lonely

My parents are flying off to Bangkok tomorrow. I'm not going because I didn't take leave in time and also because there is the PC Show happening really soon. If I were in Bangkok, I'd miss out on the good stuff on offer but I still don't know if I made the right choice or not.

Next week's also the period when so many people I know are going to be sentenced. Looks like it's going to be quite a lonely period for me...

"Love Struck"

I think boybands are back. And I think I've got a thing for them. Oh dear....


I don't know why but Love Struck by V Factory reminds me of I'm Lovin' It by Justin Timberlake.