I'm back

So basically what happened is that I went on a horrible holiday to a place where there's no such thing as internet and there're no phones, nothing for me to contact the outside world. During my extremely wonderful holiday, I didn't have time to brush my teeth, I couldn't bathe, couldn't wash my face, refused to shit (but I definitely pissed but kept it to a minimum) for 5 days.

What's really interesting about my holiday was that I became a really smelly, really dirty person but I think I kindda got used to it. When I got home, my feet had a 'stench radius' of about 3 meters, my clothes smelled so bad and were so dirty my mummy washed them 3 times, and the best part was that I smelled so bad for so long that I got used to it and I couldn't tell how bad my feet or my clothes smelled.

But the good thing about my holiday was that it really made me learn to appreciate the really basic stuff like having lights on at night, music that's easily available, loved ones and many other stuff.

Anyway, I'm really happy to be back and pigging out like nobody's business. Right now I eat even when I'm full and I ALWAYS have dessert after every meal. I'm looking forward to enjopying my next few days of public holiday and hopefully meet up with friends who remind me that I'm getting skinnier and more autistic by the week.

Long Gone

I'm gonna be gone for a long time. 2 weeks if I'm not wrong. I don't know if I'll still be alive the next time you see me. Pray for me. I'll need it.

Love,
Sean Remiel

Armin van Buuren @ Zouk

Last night was probably the best clubbing experience I’ve had so far and I actually have my sister to thank for that. Being away really does suck because you have no idea what’s going on in the real world or any kind of news that would actually matter in the real world like Armin van Buuren playing at Zouk for example.

He was the main reason why I decided to accompany my sister yesterday and although the club was packed like a sardine can I still had lots of fun and I stayed all the way until 5. Was really tired after that but I must say that it was worth it.

I tried taking a couple of pictures but a 2MP camera phone isn’t able to work miracles in dark places and I didn’t bring the camera since we pretty much left in a hurry which means no pictures. :(

I'm growing brainless

I met up with Isa and Di last night for just a drink. I had just a pint of Hoegaarden or something like that but in those few hours we spent together, Isa made it very clear to me that I was starting to sound like an autistic child. I guess if you've gone through what I have so far, you find having a brain quite a disadvantage.

He also added that I seemed stressed and I wasn't myself anymore, like I wasn't the retarded happy kid who loved to sniff the smell of stale tabacco on him from behind or the same kid that would jump up and down for no reason at all.

I guess that night brought me to realise that I'm slowly growing brainless and it kindda scares me. If that's what I've become, that's how much I've change just over a month, imagine what I'd be like after 3 months. Am I going to become a loser like Loser Parasite? I better start praying and ask for God to save me from that horrible fate.

But over the last 2 days, I've learnt that you can be brainless, speak horrible English and still have the whole world like you. See for yourself.

Gone 2 weeks

It’s been a long time since I last blogged and that’s because I’ve been pretty busy and also because Blackbitch isn’t always with me anymore. Now Blackbitch goes to Timmy during the weekdays and it comes back to me during the weekends, like how a child gets shoved around between father and mother during from weekdays to weekends because they aren’t together anymore.

Anyway, the last 2 weeks have been crazy. There’s just too much to say but simply put, I’ve learnt to appreciate many small things that we’d normally take for granted. Like imagine having no music, no shows to watch, no news for 2 weeks; it’s horrible to say the least.

But over those 2 weeks, I’ve learnt to shut my brain off and play songs in my head which is such a necessity if you’re in my position.

Christmas comes early!

I got my first Christmas present today and it's all thanks to sean mummy. She paid a part of it and I paid for the rest and the best part was that it was on 30% discount so I didn't see why I had to hesitate. But I did make a promise to myself not to buy it if it wasn't comfortable.


Yup, my first and I'm assuming best Christmas present this year. I'm seriously hoping that this will be a good investment.

Cherry stem knot

I was out shopping with Julia today and later on Ben came to join us and we had an early dinner to avoid competing with the rest of town for seats at a decent restaurant.

I noticed that I've been telling Julia to buy a lot of stuff - mainly stuff that she wants - so I'm starting to see myself as the devil that tells her to spend but I end up contributing to the economy indirectly so I guess I'm still doing a good thing huh?

We headed to Thomson shortly after to have ice cream with a few others at one of those late night cafes where I tried to tie knots with the stem of the cherries that came with the ice cream. The first attempt wasn't too good and I gave up and decided to eat my dessert since it was already melting. However, my second attempt wasn't too bad although it took quite a while but I'm pretty sure that practise makes perfect.