To Right a Wrong

Right from the start, I never thought I'd have to resort to this. I guess in a way it was to prove to myself that I'm capable enough to stand up for every shit that I've done and that I wouldn't give in to the world or that I could get away with anything. However, I didn't think hard enough and didn't consider other circumstances which is exactly why I'm in the position I'm in right now. I guess that means I'm mistaken.

But somehow, I keep getting this feeling that whatever I'm doing to solve my problem wouldn't be enough because all I'm doing is "cutting the weeds"; if I really want to get rid of the problem, I got to "destroy the roots" if you know what I mean.

The thing is, whatever happens, my life must go on. We all make mistakes so that we can learn from them and I've already learnt what I had to: don't get complacent.